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[24 Jun 2004|11:13pm] |
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NEW journal ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tehcityhassex yeah...so add it and shit.
<3
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[24 Jun 2004|03:56am] |
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k, so you know when you're so very tired, but you cannot sleep...and your neck starts cramping because it's 3:57 in the morning and you've been online since 10:30...well...that's happening to me right now.
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[21 Jun 2004|10:38pm] |
crappy mood.
ever.
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[12 Jun 2004|10:00am] |
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lalala
Peter might be coming over today..hopefully he will.
I heart him. <3
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[06 Jun 2004|06:52pm] |
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I got "new" hair - well, it's not new...i've had it since like...wednesday, but I havn't posted any pictures on here, so here they are.
( Read more... )
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[06 Jun 2004|06:00pm] |
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Jaded- Aerosmith |
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Me and my mom went for a walk...well she walked, I ran. I ran for 1/4 mile, before I had an athsma attack. Running during allergy season is really hard for me...so now, my chest is aching.
I went to the Swingset Champion show last night, god i love them.
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[04 Jun 2004|11:29pm] |
PS - I just got back from the opening of the Andy Warhol exhibit in the Vancouver Art Gallery.
It was by far the MOST amazing thing i've ever seen. I love him...he's my favorite. His work makes a bit of me die everytime I see it.
Andy, I love you.
<3
PPS...carbonated water is for the birds.
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| Stories I made up about people while on the skytrain... |
[04 Jun 2004|11:26pm] |
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Sky train stories;
Person # 1
A man walks on through the automatic doors. He leans up against the pole. He’s a tattooed cowboy, with a rugged face. He stares at his reflection in the mirror, vanity killing him. He turns around numerous amount of times, so I catch a glimpse of his many tattoos. Most meaningless cartoon characters, like that frog guy, and the Martian. He catches me observing, and flexes his inked arms. I look away.
Person # 2
A woman dressed in a shirt with circles slowly walks up to the tattooed cowboy. She smiles and waves eagerly. He looks at her, and looks down. Her smile fades as he escapes at the next stop. She walks to where he was last standing, and leans up against the pole. I suppose she’s trying to soak in his body heat? She puts her hand against the window. Her ring on her right finger. Her lips turn upside down, and a frown appears. Her fingers curl against the window. She watches her ‘dream man’ walk away in the distance. She’s thinking she’ll never see her again, and her ring will never be on her left hand.
Person # 3 / 4
Two girls are talking loudly, and giggling like fucking school girls. (I later find out there was three of them). They’re laughing and gossiping. The one that is most visible has tanned skin, dark hair, perfect eyebrows, but her good looks stop there. She’s wearing a beige velvet jacket, and light blue tear-a -ways (how 1997). The other girl looks like a tom boy, and is wearing basketball shoes. They continue to gossip.
Person # 5
A woman enters the train. She’s more than 90lbs over weight, and is wearing a rose colored blouse. She leans against the same pole as the tattooed cowboy, but doesn’t realize he exists at all. Her eyes slowly travel to the girls talking loudly, and she frowns. Her ugly, bug eyes are popping out of her head. She wants to be tanned, beautiful and thin. But she realizes it will never happen. She closes her eyes and decides she likes that best. She isn’t able to see the beauty in this world.
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[26 May 2004|07:41pm] |
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Grandpa is ok...the heart attack was a false alarm...i'm so relieved.
I'm going to PG tomorrow until Sunday
I'm almost out of this town
I've almost escaped from every fucking faggot in surrey.
Thank god.
*dramatic eye roll*
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[25 May 2004|05:47pm] |
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Grandpa had a heart attack.
He's in the hospital right now.
Mom drove grandma there with Andrew and Billy.
I couldn't go cause I had a big project, and I'd probably break down and cry.
I hope he's ok.
I really, and truly do.
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[24 May 2004|12:16pm] |
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We Used To Be Friends - Dandy Warhols |
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Amra is coming over <3 Yeeeeeah. Nintendo + Making out = always fun.
Right now i'm drinking 'pamplemousse' and updating nexopia, as always. I just got back from tanning, and now i'm dressed like a "surfer girl". Hmm.
Anyways, I'm gonna go...peace, love, conserve water.
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[23 May 2004|05:26pm] |
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Well, I got to go to the beach. Grandma took me with Neesha (My little cousin) It was fun. But now, I have sand up my bum. That so rhymed. Anyways..I had green tea icecream, but I was very disappointed when it tasted like avacodos. Siiiick.
Anyways...that's it for now I suppose.
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[23 May 2004|10:06am] |
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No Reason - Ben Kweller |
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So, I ended up going to the att show. I went with Tyler...and I saw Mimi, Liz, Chrissy, Brandon, Coley, Vanessa and Kaenisha <3. It was lovely...I ended up needing to see people to make myself feel better.
Anyways, Swing Set Champion, Far From Heros, and A Textbook Tragedy were amazing. As for the other bands, yeah well...they made my ears bleed.
I'm worried. My mom had to take my Nona to the hospital at like 7:30 this morning. She had one of her brutal nose bleeds again. My mom called about 10 minutes ago and said they weren't able to get in the hospital...so they were going to try a walk in clinic. Poor Nona <3
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[22 May 2004|12:07pm] |
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I decided i'm no longer going to the att show
I decided i'm no longer going to have art day with Harry
I decided that today i'm going to be in my room alone, because I feel anti-social.
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[20 May 2004|09:54pm] |
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Today me and Mallory had the BEST conversation on the way to Jabez coffee house. It was so deep. I loved it...I love her! Mallory is...amazing! <3
Anyways, the guy that looked like Ben Harper was there. He sat beside me for a bit, and we talked...then he continued to sing and what not. He's a dreamboat. When we left, he flashed me the 'peace' sign, and said it was good to see me. Oh boy...Next thrusday i'll see him again..hopefully. He's probably like 23 or something...ahh.
Right now, i'm eating white cheddar rice cakes, and listening to Aerosmith...it doesn't get much better.
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[19 May 2004|10:34pm] |
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So, It's 10:34 PM...how is Heather feeling? Depressed. I don't even know why. I feel like one of those sad artist type people...or Poe, the last months of his life. I feel like, I felt just after I got out of the APU. I feel scared. Is it right to feel out of place and scared when you walk out of your home? Am I going to end up like one of those people on Maury, that go to the show because they can't leave their house for like 10 years? Maybe I need to move more than I think I do. Maybe getting away from all the mistakes I made here will make life easier?
I'm beginning to really slack off. I had this confederation test I had to take in socials, but I didn't go to school cause I was sick and stressed. I still havn't studied for it. I'm suppose to go after school one day to take it. I don't want to. I used to be so eager to get things done. Now I'm always blank. I always doodle, or write random quotes and words on my paper. Am I slowly going insane again?
I have a polka dotted ribbon, tied in a bow around my neck. Maybe if I pull it up over my eyes, I can be blinded from everything and everyone. Maybe then I'll feel good again.
I miss being happy.
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[19 May 2004|10:00pm] |
Daves daughter keeps calling MY mom "mom"
And I know my mom doesn't really like it either, because she looks at me every time Jennifer calls her mom.
It's not my moms fault her mom is an asshole, and my mom isn't. It's not like i'm going around calling Dave "dad"...when clearly he isn't my dad. Sure he TREATS me better than my dad, but i don't call him dad. Jennifer can fuck herself.
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[15 May 2004|08:39am] |
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At Seventeen - Janis Ian |
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So I have a sinus infection...
I couldn't sleep last night because my stomach was churning.
I better not get the flu.
Beach today! <3
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